random stuff. heh.
July 18, 2006 | 5:22 AM
曲：Thank you for my days - 嵐
i dun know why im blogging again though. hahas. maybe i did get my blogging bug back. a bit wasted eh, i lost all my other entries from 2003 onwards. but well. its a new start, i guess. back at home now after a not-very-good presentation session with ms soo. yet i think it will work out bahs. dun want to think about it anw so.. on to other stuff.
what am i to other people? tt question just popped into my head as i was sitting in front of the apple thinking of what to blog about. sometimes perhaps you think this is how you should present yourself in front of others, yet soon you discover that actually it didnt turn out tt way after all. who am i to my friends? who am i to him? who am i to everyone else out there?
do you ever miss the affection but not the person? jess asked me tt one day. i do miss having someone to lean on to; i miss being unable to peck someone on the cheek; i miss being caressed on the hand. tts why sometimes when my weaker self gets the better of me, i feel like i want to turn to someone, anyone. but i know i shouldnt, because i will hurt tt anyone even more. yet i know im someone who can enter into a relationship easily, and fall in so deep that i cnt pull myself out again. its a weakness i never knew was a weakness until recently.
random subjects sorry eh. >_<
velda.
